#please go read it it’s insanely good
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until the last whistle blows
MichaelxBaron fic by @thisusernameisunavailable01
This fic has me in a chokehold !!! Read it here
#baron lamram#baron marmalade#michael hoard#marmalade steddie au#hoard steddie au#steddie au#trashbandit#fanfic fanart#my art <3#please go read it it’s insanely good
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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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another reminder to read the labru comic by raccoononcaffeine on twitter its so good
#look I even linked it for you you have no reason not to read it#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#labru#its honestly such a fantastic comic please read it#its so good i go insane every time i see it#I especially love the way they draw kabru
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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you
#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU#project sekai#emunene#emu otori#nene kusanagi#pjsk#prsk#proseka#wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever#Gyaaaa#Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven#Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me#wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right#i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways#Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day#For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj
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untitled, from june (unpublished)
[ please don't reblog ]
#★#please don't reblog#unpublished for good reason lmao#but i just wanted to share something from a little over three years ago.#i stumbled upon the physical manus i had of this zine while looking through some old boxes for a binder#and i think it's so absolutely insane that i'm writing about the same goddamn thing still#three years later.#going on my fourth yayyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!#(i am so actually tweaking right now.)#also wow i don't write like this at all anymore#it's very odd reading this back. i don't think i could ever physically write in this style again
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I desperately need wolfstar fics recs that are not tcoptp because I read it twice and it's my favorite but I can't do it with the slow burn AGAIN
#marauders era#marauders#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders fanfiction#remus x sirius#fanfic rec#help#siriusly insane#tcoptp is the best#its too good for my own good#motswolo ily#i need to read something else#wolfstar is everything#did i say i love wolfstar#james potter#tomny and tonya#seriously go read tcoptp#what are you doing here#please please please#im begging#fic rec#i need sirius help#wolfstar world domination#dead gay wizards#slow burn#slow fucking burn
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reading through this interview with tadej’s parents and hmmmm being conflict averse soo fun i think something could be said about this
#i feel like tadej just by nature of his being is suuuch a polarizing person. like he’s impossible to ignore whether he likes it or not#which means that no one in his world will ever be neutral towards him. of course that’s usually just casual respect#but like the culture of near reverence from some riders + his team vs Haters ™️ like matteo… he can never just be another person#he’s Tadej Pogačar#which means he’s going to be thrown into these situations where he’s forced to be a center of conflict#whether that be as an antagonist or just center of discussion#like put the rpf goggles on and the constant jokes and chattiness could be read as some inteeense people pleasing#in attempt to make people acknowledge him as their peers. but he’s not. he can’t be. and he wants to be a teammate and a normal friend#but he’s also insanely ambitious and wants Everything (msr tadej yay) so this innate desire is also conflicting with his need for peace#and if we’re getting more ficcy him mirroring the desire of people who he’s with. like tadej wants what you want. he wants to please you#what makes him feel good is what makes you feel good because he wants to be the best at it#so he automatically structures the focus of emotional and physical intimacy on the other person but that sort of subverts#into it always being About Him#idfk man. the narrative wants him#tadej pogacar
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So I read Don't Let the Forest In by CG Drews and it fucked me up a little [in a good way]. I heard this book had body horror [<- my favorite thing ever], fucked up gay people, monsters etc which made me think this would be my cup of tea and it definitely is that it feels like this book was made for me. I will not be able to stop thinking about it for a while. God I am so normal
#noodle talks#not art#im insane about this. please read this book holy fucking shit#i almost cried a few times#the writing style is beautiful#the only other books that have gotten me this bad are hell followed with us and vicious + vengeful#<- both books that i am not regular about at all#bangs my head against the wall. but positively#i felt like i was going to explode after reading this. again in a good way#this book is going to be nestled in my brain for a while#i might reread it because i finished it in 3 days. because i am normal like that#hhhrng#i will die. i am so attached to thomas and andrew it isnt even funny#don't let the forest in#if anyone knows this book please talk to me about it. 💥💥#i did not liveblog this because i read it so fast and i have too many thoughts#<- this book is the reason why the stranger skies liveblog was put on hold
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The song “Therapy” by All Time Low is insanely in line with Leo’s character in every way.
The following verses alone are so quintessentially Leo that it’s like he was made with it in mind:
“Arrogant boy
Love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you
(They're better off without you)
Arrogant boy
'Cause a scene like you're supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains”
Even has a comment of causing a scene, paralleling Leo in the theme song. Just. This song actually breaks my heart in general but it ties with Leo to a T.
Lyrics like “A handful of moments, I wished I could change” and “I'm a walking travesty | But I'm smiling at everything” just reflect him so well. Please listen to the song you won’t regret it.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#tmnt#honestly this song is good for all Leo’s ngl but it best fits rise leo#making a scene…smiling despite feeling otherwise…#man maybe I’ll make a comic/animatic with this idea because oof. OOF.#please go listen to it and read the lyrics and think of Leo because it works so INSANELY well with him#even “love yourself so no one has to” goes so well with Leo’s whole thing of hyping himself up so much because of the lack of it from others#feeling like he’s nothing without his family#feeling responsible for so many mistakes#bro is going THROUGH it#PLUS the lyric ‘and a tongue like a nightmare that cuts like a blade’ ALSO WORKS WAY TOO WELL#insane over this song in relation to Leo
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in a feverish, delirious rage…
FANART FOR TODAY WE ARE ALL DEMONS (on ao3) BECAUSE IM SO VERY CRAZY ABOUT IT…,.;;,can’t stop thinking about this scene so i had to draw it more will be coming
#going insane they need to shut me up#uugghhhh doctor jones my bae…..my shayla……love him forever#please someone read it it’s so good#i spedran all of it yesterday#twaad posting#thayne jasperson#🩺#doctor a. jones#hamilton musical#<- ? maybe?
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CHAT. i just finished reading all the worlds a (alien) stage by @realfakedokja and it genuinely altered my brain chemistry. PLEASE GO READ IT AND SEND 8970 KUDOS IT IS SO GOOD IT MADE ME KICK MY FEET AND GIGGLE UNCONTROLLABLY.
#🦢🍸 thoughts !!#alien stage#alnst#ivantill#ivantill fic#alnst fic#alien stage ivan#alien stage till#guys i’m literally frothing at the mouth that was so good#ngl i was also really invested in the toxic exes hyuluka sub plot happening in the background#HYUNA THE GOAT I LOVED HER SO MUCH IN THIS FIC#there’s a cheer up reference in there and it made me want to bash my head against a wall#CHAT PLEASE READ IT ITS ACTUALLY SO GOOD#i love fanfics that portray luka as the loser he really is ❤️#this fic also uses the source material so creatively?!#like it translates events from canon alnst into real modern events that could happen#LIKE IM NOT GONNA SPOIL BUT THE WAY THE METEOR SHOWER SCENE GOT HANDLED MADE ME CRY AND SCREAM MY HEAD OFF. AND THE BAR SCENE IN ROUND 6#i’m genuinely so ill i am going insane
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read the art book. joplin you were bigger then the sky
#Joplin dragon age#unironically MOURNING#got the book for christmas and i#cailin and i read it and . im like so miserable about it LMAO#and the thing is i enjoyed veilguard but now. seeing Joplin. oh my god#knowing there's a whole visual novel of joplin out there. im going to lose my mind#the minrathous pages alone#matt rhodes and the art team put so much heart and DEVELOPMENT INTO IT JESUS CHRIST#and none came into fruition. im gonna go crazy#specifically the blood stealer magister and the enslaved giants taxi COME ONNNN#and Most Importantly IMSHAEL. IMSHAEL. I NEED IMSHAEL SO BAD IM GOING INSANE !!!!#id drop lucanis so fast im sorry king but i need imshael. ughh AGHHH!!!#and the solas blood ritual. biggest blood ritual since the creation of the veil are you KIDDING ME.#TRICKING THE ANTAAM AND TEVINTER MAGISTERS INTO OPEN WAE TO FUEL A SPELL ARE U KIDDING ME#AND REVA!!!!! COME ONNN#and also. having xenons island oh my god#im sorry but i dont care about your fuckass porridge s/olas i dont care about how pathetic and 'misunderstood' you are#GIVE ME MY VEIL WHALE. MY SUBMARINE. AGHHHH!!!!#i hate you lighthouse i hate you so much#ALSO THE RANDOM NAME DROP OF THE TAL VASHOTH COMPANION AT THE END THEY CUT RIGJT BEFORE LAUNCH#WHO WAS THAT???#im so mad and insane about it all#god and the dreamers#and solas being the actual dread wolf doing things god. GODDDD#and also calpernia.... i wouldve loved to see her. PLEAse I WOULD'VE LOVED IT. have her coexist with neve pleaaaaseeee#also taash being former antaam who you free then betrays you later wouldve been so good. oh my god. so much better#datv spoilers
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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Im so mentally ill right now pls hand me my vitamin d pills i need to be fixed, i haven't felt sunlight upon my skin for a week and it's raining over the snow so it's all sloppy and slippery and dark out so i can't go anywhere without getting my feet soaked and my inlaws are asking me what i want for christmas like specifically which means i have to share my interests but i don't want to be perceived right now because I'm feeling the winter paranoia/madness and also i had to take the trashcan out yesterday and faceplanted in the snow and my glasses are all scratched up so i think im going to need new ones and if i want to go ANYWHERE i need to defrost my fucking car on the daily and i hate it. I hate winter i HATE IT. And i have an exam on friday as well as work and a christmas party to attend. I need to move to the forest and become one with nature, just leave society behind and live like Isak in Growth of the soil even though i fucking hate Knut Hansun, that nazi bitch.
#the only thing i have the energy for is apparently scouring ao3 for fics to read through my very specific search methods#and im reading stuff im NOT proud of at all (very cringe) so no im not giving any fic recs#i need the sun please god i miss the sun sooo much give it back aaaaaa#me in the summer: i miss it being dark at night i miss sleeping#me in the winter: i have deficiencies summer me could never understand#why did my ancestors (my danish grandmother and grandfather from bergen) decide to settle in the mental torture part of norway#i need to LEAVE im going INSANE i don't want to live like this#every season is its own kind of hell‚ the only semi good one is autumn and it's usually too short anyway‚ but if it's too long#it's as bad as winter because it gets dark without the snow to bring some kind of light to the day so you're just depressed#and then it gets icy but there's no snow so your car gets zero (NIL) grip on the road and then ur life flashes before ur eyes#abd spring gives you allergies and a low sun so you can't wven drive comfortably#and summer is too hot and it's bright all the time and like. it's FINE. im used to it. i just put up some decent curtains.#but it's disorienting and my internal clock is always completely and utterly fucked.#and i know im raving like a madman right now but i slept for like 13 hours and i have the mental clarity to know im going a little crazy#and i just need to get it out of my system
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This is probably Bush and also Pullings's native dialect (though I have many MANY doubts about what exactly the methodology being used here was)
#they have texts and they have informants and they have the informants read the text but i'm not really sure how that's supposed to work#anyways this is definitely the dialect pullings grew up speaking since afaik he's the son of hampshire farmers#apparently chichester is in area 5 as well so also falls under this categorization#this is very unrigorous research btw. please take everything i am saying with a grain of salt i'm just fiddling around with an old book#i'll look for a good basic primer on history/dialectology of english at the library at some point perhaps#i do not have the historical context/cross-references to verify any of this guy's claims#i just really like dialect and english-language ones are so much fun what with all the crazy vowel combos#and apparently lots of rhoticity??? he's claiming this accent was also rhotic which is a little insane#would love to read a history of rhoticity in english tbh#perce rambles#adventures in historical sociolinguistics#percy yells at cecil scott#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense#if you go to the source there's a lot of texts in this section i just picked one
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